Tagged With: internal
Pivot
So much anxiety. Even here, in this small town Shire-like piece of Ontario, we dutifully find our regular dose of Fox news or its equivalent so we can chew on our worry in a bizarrely informed way. If not Fox or Sinclair and the suspicious smell of fascism, or the use of our tax dollars […]
I seek privacy
I seek privacy while I taste these new things. These ideas and thoughts that co-mingle inside my being, each one changing the colour and tone of the one before, sparking new thoughts in marvellous chemical reactivity. More like alchemy, it feels. As though I’m levitated, it feels. All of this internal, so I have few […]
Colour Pages #3: inside blue
Blue is internal. It’s the other side of sunlight, where solitude lives. Demons also live there. If you don’t make friends with the demons and fully acknowledge their right to live in the shadows, they grow malevolent. Eventually, inevitably the malevolence comes to find you in the dark, biting. This is an excellent method for self-administered shock therapy, […]
My Ugly
i used to identify with the glamour I can pull up out of my performance joy, as though it was the best part of me. It certainly got the most attention. Now I think of it more like one of many essential ‘functions’. A runner learns how to run, or a digger to dig- I’m […]